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And the second there was real emotion, we could swear she was faking.

This whole "bearing my heart" thing. Not really working out. I tell the truth, I wished I hadn't. But when I don't it's eats me up until I do, and by then no one manages to care. I want to go back to the old days when the only pain I felt was the blade against my skin. And the only remorse I felt, was not cutting deep enough that time.

She loved the mirror because she needed someone to hate.

I had breakfast with my shadow, we had quite the discussion. Can you fall in love with the things you only know, the things you may never touch?

This won't be the last time you'll hear from me. It's just the start. I hope that she keeps you up for weeks like you did to me.

Hey babe, I feel as though I've lost you. I feel as though you don't want me. I ought to learn, you don't need me; to just stop kidding myself.

When you're with me, I'm a thousand times happier than I could ever say. What does it matter what price I pay?

To be truthful. I've never felt this way before. So fucking frustrated and hateful but completely and happily in love at the same time.

Please don't think this was easy.

I guess that's just the price I pay for putting my heart on the line.

Just take away the words I say, cause I know that you don't feel the same. Just go and say what's in your head and I won't try to stop you.

<3

Just close your eyes. You'll never see me crashing down. I see where we had come in doubt. I'd be lonely if you weren't so proud.

It's so simple to be afraid. It's so simple when you know who you are

Now you're drowing in your coffee, oh you're living life so fast. And one eye is staying golden while the other's seeing black; and the blood continues rushing and you realize what's here to be had.

Oh, you. You take it so slowly, And your eyes look so lonely. But it's only when you think about me.

Stop this distaster town. You'll put your eyes to the sun and say I know. You're the only blinding to keep back what  the clouds are hiding.

I can feel my sanity slipping through my fingers.

sorry loves.

i've been really busy lately, but i'll get back to updating normally; i promise !
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You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart. Don't tell me that we'll never be together. We could be over and over, we could be forever.

We'll lift your sleeves, so bare they might see your angles and errors. Arms that have shared you with every heart etched in your skin. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry for who i am.

I still get lost in your eyes; and it seems that I can't live a day without you. Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away to a place where I am blinded by the light. But it's not right.

And I don't understand why I sleep all day and I start to complain when there is no rain. I don't believe in miracles but I believe in you.

I'm on my knees, but so are you; unfortunately for the wrong reasons. I keep incessantly believing that you're pure, but you know it's not true.

Wait for me another year or two, I will graduate and marry you. You roll the number and I buy the lumber,
to build a house up on an Oregon hill.

Remembering to breathe is harder than it's ever seemed, but I can't help but analyze each word and how you looked at me. I spend my nights dreaming of just how you will ruin me.

I want to be the girl that changed everything. The girl that made a difference. The girl that gave you a story to tell.

You can miss someone that died. You can miss someone that moved away. But the worst way to miss someone, is to miss someone you see everyday.

Standing here with my hands in my pockets, like I have a thousand times, thinking that it took one breath, one word, to change my life.

I should have known, pretty things always die.

The air in here is shaking every single nerve. I'm trying hard to let go but my heart, it won't let me love you.

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It seems I have lost touch with everything that means something to me.

I was looking out the car window today &  I realized I'm starting to miss you alot again. It's funny how out of nowhere you came to mind. The truth is, I wish you were here again.

That mistake was gold. I know that without you is something I could never do.

Sometimes we fight, about who's wrong and right. And stay up all night, and sometimes we drink and say hurtful things, that we don't mean. Yeah, we're both screamin, but nobody's listening. Let's take this madness out of the kitchen. Come to bed. lets just lay down. There's just one way we're gonna work this out. Forget what I did, forget what you said.

It's so hard to be strong when you love the one thing that makes you weak.

We gave up on eachother too easily.

When I got home, I was alone. And I counted stars on the ceiling. I fell in love with that feeling.